I am a busy wife

Hallo bloggers.. U olls sihat ker? Me as usual physically nampak sihat but i am actually sick mentally.. Life as a pilot's wife memang agak suffer.. You'll be always left lonely for a quite long duration.. Kerap sangat.. Every 2 weeks in a month is a must.. And me, even tough i am fairly bz with my working shift, alhamdulillah.. I am still able to manage myself, hubby as well as our home sweet home..

Fyi, i had a miscarriage in march this year.. At that time i wasnt realized that i was actually pregnant.. Prior to that, i was having per vaginal spotting which were on and off for quite sometimes.. Initially tought it was due to the menses but it was actually a threatened abortion.. The moment i knew i was pregnant.. Dah lambat coz the next day i was saddened up with the complete abortion at the age of 6weeks.. Ooo.. Sedih lah jugak although i was not that ready to have a baby masa tu.. But then tu semua kuasa Allah Swt.. But now, i rasa sgt teruja to have 1 sbb i dah betul betul ready. But then biasalah.. Bila dah nak sgt, lambat lah pulak.. Tapi i redha.. Hanya mampu berdoa sahaja.. Insyaallah..

Rite now, hubby xder dekat rumah.. He is in kl attending a course till next week.. Boringye duduk rumah sorang sorang.. Even my daily schedule i dah packed dengan locum and etc, rindu still rase.. Sape tak rindu hubby if dah lame tak jumpe..

Ok lah.. Till then dear.. Will update some more to which i pun tak tau bile..