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hai peeps... lamenye x update my blog.. for your info, i just get my official date and letter untuk transfer which is from kangar to penang. 2 perasaan yang ade dengan i skrg nie... seronok and sedih.. yelah mcm mane tak sedih, ive completed 2 years of my housemanship dkt hospital besar kangar then followed by medical officer for another 1 year in anaesthesiology and intensive care unit. im gonna miss all of them so much and i am pretty sure about that.

back to 3 years ago, i was just graduated from my medical school, n in the same time felt so excited to begin my new life as a doctor. my parents was so proud of me at that time, everybody was thinking that once u start ur work as a doctor u are blessed enuff with it. it seemed wrong because housemen are just like a 'kuli'. u cant argue but only must and have to follow orders from ur superior one. during my time, the total of housemen weren't as today where we have quite a large amount of number.

still ingat my first posting was obstetric and gynaecology. sangat tak best and sampai sekarang i still hate o&g. that department is so stressful. yelah, mcm mane tak stress, u have to deal with 2 life. nyawa ibu dengan baby.. nak conduct delivery satu hal, nak make sure baby nangis satu hal.. mother dah delivered kene make sure bleeding from the vagina plak secured. dah settle bab bleeding kene perform episiotomy plak.. aduhai.. yang paling tak tahan the amniotic liqour punye bau.. mak ai.. melekat sampai ke baju.. everyday kene basuh labcoat.. neway, itulah pengalaman.. the subsequent postings were enjoyable.. eventhough busy tapi at last i managed to gain and learn lots of thing. bila jadi MO baru rase memang berbaloi jadi HO yang buat seme kerja dulu dulu.. tak lah terkial kial sangat..

so tomorrow is the day. kena report duty dulu dekat jkn penang then only they decide nak hantar i ke hospital mana. hopefully dapat lah area seberang jaya. tak larat ad tak sanggup nak ulang alik kalau dapat ghpp.. hubby pulak outstation ke kl and maybe lepas tu ke kuantan for his licence renewal. i thought doctor is the busiest profession tapi airforce pilot nie lagi busy rupenye eh?

tapi xpe.. as long as i dah transfer and dkt dengan hubby dah cukup..