Of his niece and nephew

my dear is the 5th out of 6 children in his family. he has 1 brother and the rest are sisters. during our good old days, he always talked about his elder brother who used to be his idol once, without anticipate anything can happen in the future. he loves him deeply and know how wonderful his life was.

unfortunately, he actually lost him 3 years back to a heart attack which is very unlikely to be occurred and accepted for a 32-year old man. he died and left behind a wife and 2 children to which i address them as dina and adam. dear was very sad at that time and can't cope with the situation for quite sometimes. i just put it in silence coz i knew if i were in his shoes also the same thing i will do. both of the kids were 6 and 5 years old when he left.

today, by looking at them during dinner, i felt so deeply in love with them. i am pretty sure that they already accepted the biggest lost in their life. as a matter of fact, it is love that grow inside me towards them. i cant imagine if this thing occur to me since i was a toddler, what a hectic life i am going to have later on. by having and looking at them today, i'd made a promise to myself that i will try to take care and be responsible to them even after marriage..aunty zeti will love u dear..